Bunga saya

pokok kipas udang saya yg baru kuar bunga..skrg dah ada 2 bunga..
gambar ni gambar lama tu yg ada sekuntum aje..

hydragea baru kembang sedikit...masa ni ingatkan kaler white...

gambar close up sikit..ni pun gambar lama jugak ni...

ni dah full bloom..cantik kan..dia jadi purplish ... geram sgt tengoknye...
tapi musim panas ni, kena selalulah menyiramnya..

close up hydrage yg sama ... suka hati tau tengok bunga ni kembang mekar ...

Kata-kata Tok Janggut

kuharung sungai kususur bukit tujuh gua yang silam

aku murba perkasa kautuduh penderhaka celaka

aku tidak pandai berselindung dengan tembang dan senandung

suaraku tak mungkin semerdu seruling

aku tak rela tanah darahku diinjak dijajah

aku tak rela hasil bumiku dicantas dipulas

aku tak rela Melayu bangsaku dipandirkadukkan

aku tak rela Islam agamaku disendatemehkan

Tok Janggut Haji Mat Hassan namaku

tujuh lapis langit terpikul di bahuku

tujuh lapis bumi tercengkam di kaki

aku pulang dari tanah Makkah yang putih dan suci

ingin kulihat tanah darahku tanpa penjajah

kubaca Jamaluddin Al-Afghani, kuhafal reformis Muhammad Abduh

dan kugenggam ideologi Rashid Redha

Tok Janggut Haji Mat Hassan namaku

anak Kelantan kelahiran Pasir Putih

Kampung Saring mahupun Jeram

adalah padang permainanku

adalah gelanggang silat

tempat aku memperlimaukan diri

aku pulang dengan siap sedia asal mula

sebagai lelaki anak jantan perkasa

aku siap sedia menitiskan darah ke ranting cempaka

ini tanah darahku, tak akan kurela kaukikis habis

kuoleng mangkuk mimpi para tiran

inilah nafasku angin bergugus menyebarkan tandus

dan, nah! darah matahariku akan terpercik ke tanah Pasir Putih

ringkik angin topan, sedialah kau

akan kuamuk kegetus kantung nyawaku

kalaupun aku mati di tangan bangsaku

aku mati sebagai pembela sejati

mutiara tetap mutiara

meskipun terpendam

di perut tiram

jauh pada dasar lautan!

Alfatihah utk arwah...

Sedih membaca kisah beliau di bunuh dan mayatnye di ikat pada batang kayu utk tontonan orang kampung...

Semoga roh arwah ditempatkan di kalangan orang yang beriman..amin..

My Kids Report Card

Yesterday, my kid's kiddy gave out their report card for the 1st term (mind you, I only start using the 'term' (semester) during my A-level time...not in my Cumi Ciki Tadika ye)..

and their bag was also full with all their works in 1st term..overall .... they are improving..

this is the overall comment from the teacher...

for Johan..

"Johan is a bright child and often playful during lessons. However, he has shown improvement in his work and progressed well this semester."


and for Adam...

"Adam can be very playful during lessons. He has shown improvement in his work but can still do better if he concentrates more."

yes...I do agree with the teacher, both of them can be very playful and lately, they started to play prank on me..sometimes...

yesterday, while going through their works...I started again to have a "mummy-son-slow-talk" with them...and they actually listen well to me (hopefully the message stay in their head lah)...

and those are one of the moment where I just can't believe how far had I gone through in this life..I can still have a clear picture when I am the one listening to my mum advise on my study during primary school ..and NOW, I am the one giving life advises to my next generation..

My mum was a teacher before she gave birth to me and she quit her job just to make sure she can take better care of me...and though she let go of her career for a bigger career as a homemaker, but she is always a "teacher" for us, her children..

and last night, I hope my sons will also see me as the "teacher" in their life...

Surat Resign

Akhirnya si dia menghantar jugak surat resignnye....semalam...

dah dekat 2 bulan dia suruh saya tulis surat tu..dah 2 kali saya printkan and kasi kat dia..tapi tak dihantar-hantar ye jugak..

dah berbuih mulut ni menyuruh dia menghantarnya..tapi nanti dulu, jawab si dia..

so skrg ni, bila dia dah hantar..kami menghitung hari sehingga 20 Jun 2009..

selepas tu, bolehlah menghabiskan waktu weekend and public holiday bersama buah hati kami..

kenapa ye...

si dia ni sayang kerjanya sekarang...sebab dia suka kerja itu..

tapi tidak pada saya..sebab jarak yg jauh dari Nilai ke Bandar Utama dan juga kerana dia menjaga event's safety maka off daynya hari khamis, weekend kalau nak off, kena ambik cuti tahunan (bukan senang nak dapat) dan public holiday memang no-no lah nak off (tau lah 1-Utama tu, event memanjang aje, tak pernah habis, nak-nak masa weekend and public holiday kan)...tak tension gitu...

and kalau dia shift petang, memang sampai umah paling awal jam 12 malam, semalam balik kul 4 pagi sebab nak siapkan presentation for safety induction...kdg-kdg tidur office je kalau esoknya shift pagi pulak..

maybe sebelum ni, masa anak2 kecik lagi..tak terasalah si dia akan keperluan untuk berada di rumah pada waktu weekend..lagipun member mmg seronok dgn kerja kan..

tapi bila anak2 dah mengeluarkan cadangan yg berbunyi "Ibu...ibu carilah abah baru ye..abah yang cuti..boleh gi jalan"...

hah! masa tu baru tau besar kecik dunia kan..maka, perlulah diusahakan mencari kerja yg normal office hours ye..

and saya adalah orang yg sangat gembira semalam...

tapi saya tetap doakan dia akan happy jugak di tempat kerja baru..a new field for him but if everything goes well, it will be a better career prospect for him too...I pray for you dear...Insyallah, rezeki Allah itu pada hambanya yang berusaha..amin...

Poco Poco

Korang pernah dengar tak tarian poco poco..

ia adalah sejenis tarian line dancing tapi selalunya pakai lagu poco poco indonesia. or lagu-lagu dangdut.tapi langkah tarian ni, boleh digunapakai utk banyak jenis lagu lain jugak..

tarian ni, bila u dah hafal stepnye..memang senang aje and ada mcm-mcm jenis, twist lah, a go go lah, silat lah..mcm2 lah versinye..tapi saya tau versi basic aje..

tarian ni..kalau korang jenis tulang keras tak boleh melentuk2 kan badan mcm penari ronggeng pun tak pe..memang korang boleh buat ye..cuma belajar simple step dia aje..nak tunjuk tak retilah pulak tapi kat youtube tu ada..korang cari sendirilah ye...

saya mula mengenali tarian ini ketika kursus Polis di Maktab PDRM Cheras, tahun 2006...

seronok jugak tarian ni tau...and kalau buat bersungguh-sungguh..memang berpeluh tau..kira mcm aerobik jugaklah...

actuallynya dah lama tak berpoco poco ni...tapi last saturday, kaum hawa kat kawasan perumahan ni...buatlah sesi poco-poco and saya pun join...

wah you...di tambah dengan tayar spare dikeliling pinggang ni..and size tyre pun dah makin melebar ukur lilitnya...

buat pulak non stop for 30 minit..memang berpeluh kau..sampai menitik-nitik dlm t-shirt tu sampai ke hujung jari kaki tau...

and kesudahannya...semoga aktiviti tersebut diteruskan..

sebabnye..nak harapkan saya buat sorang2 kat umah tu..memang takde nye...buat jadi bahan gelak ketawa boyfriend saya kat umah tu, adalah..

skrg ni..anak2 pun dah pandai komen..ibu gemuk..boleh gitu..

nantilah ..kan ibu korang slim balik kan...habis melaram dgn kebaya semula kan...susah jugak nantinya kan...

Teringatlah pulak

Drive dlm keta pagi tadi, teringat lah pulak kat cite ni..Gilligan's Island...rasa-rasanye bebudak skrg memang tak taulah..tapi sapa2 yg membesar era 80'an dan 90'an mesti ingat cite ni..kisah sekumpulan manusia yg terdampar kat sebuah island lepas kapal pelayaran depa karam...si gilligan ni watak utama lah...kira mamat yg lurus bendul sikit and memang kelakarlah watak dia tu..pas tu ada sorang professor yg terdampar sama..professor ni lah yg selalu jadi thinking brain utk melepaskan diri dari pulau tu..and ada juga sepasang hubby and wife, jutawan ni..duk tersadai kat island terperuk pun still nak maintain high taste lifestyle tu..kira pondok depa lah paling canggih..pastu ada captain kapal and 2 org awek cantik yg terdampar sama..

cite ni era2 Mr Bean glamer dulu lah..tapi sampai la ni, I and anak2 still tengok rerun Mr.Bean tu..antara favourite programme my twin tu...

Banyaklah lagi cite yg best-best time saya membesar dulu...macam Land of Giant...ni cerita sekumpulan manusia terdampar kat dunia semua orang Giant...tapi yg giant tu pun manusia jugak..gara2 cerita ni, saya pernah ponteng kelas tuisyen masa darjah 5 (masa tu nak ambik Penilaian Darjah 5)...Giant punya pasal..

Pas tu ada Moby Dick..ni pun sedap jugak ni..cerite pasal ikan paus..ada novel pasal cite ni..

cite-cite lain dah tak ingat sangat tajuknya..Battlestar galactica (time ni bebudak lelaki semua nak jadi pilot, pastu kalau kelas drawing aje..memang gambar battleship ajelah)...

ultraman, plastic man, American Hero (cerita super hero yg tak macho, tak handsome, kelakar tapi best cite ni), the Chip (cerita polis 2 orang tu), McGyver (yg ni mmg best, apasal takde rerun dia ye), A-team, Knight Ryder (dah ada series baru...i layan jugak)...

tu tak masuk lagi tu sitcom mcm Diffferent Stroke, the Colbys, Silver Spoon (i memang minat giles kat Ricky Scholder ni..handsome you), Growing Pains,

pastu ada cite yg pelakon dia down sydrome tu, lelaki..cite pasal kehidupan dia, siap ada girl friend tu..tak ingat dah tajuk dia, Life Goes On rasanye..

sitcom sekumpulan remaja pompuan yg duduk asrama tu..watak yg kerek, cantik tu nama Blair..tapi tak ingat dah tajuk sitcom apa...pun suka layan pasal kisah remaja kan..

dan banyak lagilah yg tak ingat nama dah...

Sedih!!!

I am a very talkative person..(though I will be dumbstruck when it come to public speaking)..

I do not make friends easily... I takes time to trust people but when I started to trust someone, I will trust them even with my darkest secret..

Along the way of me growing up, I meet a lot of people but there are only a few that are close to my heart...and thus, I treasure our relationship until today..though we are far apart ...

When the old friend being 'fetched' from my side, being someone who are not naturely, easily nurture new relationship..I will find myself lost for a while, without them at my side..

today...I received a bad news (for me) but a good news (for her)....

but people say, if you love someone..set them free, let them go, let them spread their wing to fly to the highest mountain ... and always make sure your prayer follow them...

that is what I'm going to do...(again)..as I am going to 'lose' another good friend who will be moving to new place...

good friends and good colleagues are rare to find... thus it's a finder's keeper...

but sometimes, fate doesn't let us keep them forever beside us..

anyhow, worry not, as they will always have a special place in our heart...to be keep forever there...

and lastly, I wish her, all the best at the new place...and I hope our friendship will remains...

same goes to all the beautiful person that I regards as my friends out there...

Selamat Hari Jadi Mama

Today is my mother's birthday...

wishing her a Happy Birthday will lots of love from along, abg syed, adam and johan..

love you..love you with all my heart..being a mother myself makes me treasure u more..

Mama..hope you like your present this year..

p/s: there is another surprise in store for my mum...heh!heh!

Ha!ha! 10,000 steps

Yesterday, my step counter or pedometer for the first time flashing the 10,150 steps...

I was not exercising but yesterday, I really did a lot..a lot of walking here and there, bringing file here and there, getting approval from up and down...a very tiring day..

but atleast yesterday, I managed to burn 366 cal..doing my office chores...that's the 'bright side' of yesterday..

chow...

Black out, black out, black out!!!

not once ok...but thrice...

it happen at almost 3 pm on Saturday..last for about 3 hours, on again for 2 hours before gone again at 7.15 p.m...and this one last until 2 a. m. ok....bergelimpangan lah my twin tidur on the floor and lenguhlah tanganku mengipas mereka..kesian pulak tengok berpeluh-peluh tu...kalau tau lambat nooo nak sambung balik bekalan tu, harus dah saya mengangkut tikar bantal semua ke umah makcik ... ingatkan sekejap aje..

and then, the next day..it happen again at 3.15 pm ketika saya sedang melayan Mr. Deeds di Astro..nasib baik dah tengok filem ni kalau tak mau frust jugak den..and this time, without any delay, I put the twin into the car and off to Giant..menghabiskan masa at the playground..atleast it is cold...sms neighbour tanya about the status..dah bekalan ada barulah kami balik at about 6.30 pm..

gitulah kisah saya menyambut Hari Ibu dalam kepanasan.. tapi membawa keinsafan jugaklah..kita ni panas sekejap pun dah tak tahan..org-org susah yg rumah tak de bekalan letrik tu, lagilah..hari-hari duk berpanas..tu belum lagi kira panas NERAKA tu...adus....

Adam & Johan Little Fishes

Ni gambar-gambar ikan anak-anak saya yg di snap oleh depa sendiri..gambar tak clear sebab tangkap depan cermin akuarium and camera pun bukan DSLR...

bersemangat depa dgn ikan-ikan depa ni..setiap kali balik sekolah, mesti suruh bagi ikan makan dulu before masuk umah...and selalulah jugak eksyen panggil kawan-kawan dia tengok ikan-ikan dia..padahal bukannya arowana ke..ikan-ikan murah aje...

dulu buat jugak ikan air masin masa kat Dungun..kos set up memang mahal..tapi senang tak yah tukar-tukar air tak macam ikan air tawar ni..tapi bila pindah KL, semua ikan2 tu dah mati..so nak set up semua tu makan kos kan..so sekarang ni bela ikan harga RM1-RM2 aje..bubuh banyak2...cantik jugak..

karangan laut tu tinggalan ikan air masin dulu..gambar yg ni clear pulak depa ambik ...

Ouch...counts your step

I received this gift from our BIG boss at level 13...thank you very much BOSS...

and the gift was given with a very specific purpose ok...

so starting today... I WILL try my BEST to ensure 10,000 steps/day is accomplish..

and here is my first pedometer

Seminar Pengurusan Intergrasi

I just coming back from Intergrated Management Conference in Intan, Bukit Kiara (2 days seminar, 4-5 May 2009)..actually, I am hoping to go back early today as the conference ends at 4.30 pm but some urgent thing crop up in the office, so here I am..back in my office in Putrajaya...

takpelah...pity my staff but I salute them as they are able to handle the thing...good work SR,SH and Y...keep it up girls...love you gals...senang hati sikit I masuk ofis..and good news is...tomorrow no PC meeting...

Klik-klik Weekend

Since both me and hubby had to work during the labour day, so we did not have a short holiday or breakaway...planning to go to Penang but have to cancel it...takde rezeki lagi...

Anyway here are some of photo klik-klik during the weekend at 1-Utama and at home sweet home...

secret garden in 1-Utama

the garden's sidewalk..

ada booth pengantin hari tu...this is almost closing time, that's explain why I can leisurely taking the photos..

sempat tukar cadar baru..kesian ayahnye kena tidur on baby pink..kwang!kwang!

Happy Labour Day

Wishing all of you out there...Happy Labour Day...

Have a nice time with your loved ones...wherever you are...

sob!sob! though I stuck in the office with my 2 angels...(they truly are today..amatlah behaving hari ni...sebab kalau tak behave, no swimming pool afterward)

Adam n Johan dah kebosanan di dalam office .. layan susu lagi bagus...